“Look- it is normal. The desire thing is because the life you’re leading- or parts of it, aren’t your true self. Your soul doesn’t want it. You don’t want “every day”. You want LIFE. Also, trying to fill a void never works. You didn’t feel the void when you were with your friend because the void was gone. The void is actually what you’re trying to force into your life. You’re trying to force what your “true self” doesn’t want- you’re creating the void. That’s why you can’t fill it. The void is the unhappiness you’re allowing in your life. When you’re happy and fulfilling your life- no void. That’s how you honor the soul.
Forcing things Is how we dig the hole. We think we are filling the void but we must be doing it wrong because it just seems to get bigger. We think, “Why can’t we get it right?” The truth is- we are making it bigger. Those things and people in our “every day life” as you put it, are the shovel with which we dig!
We have to quit digging. That’s the very least we can do. At least stop making the void deeper. We have to be willing to consider- just whisper it to the Universe-
“There is no void.”
To be continued.